Thursday, July 25, 2013

now near

 
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Salt between thumb and nail
I feel pain
But the world witnesses
Numb
It cries
But at white noise
and a black framed glow

No longer we pass through living curtains
Hugs are taken by unsurity

Too hard I sense the floor beneath
It buckles when I do
Tired when I am

I am left standing
Tied by red wool in a Japanese hand

I am sooo white in this landscape
That I often wonder… “whose legs…I am looking at??”

There are millions of smiles here
I just forgot the words
Allocated to them

I am fine!
Things are going well
Do not fear

It’s always a mixture with me
A concoction of admiration, love and confusion

Thirty years now, this won’t end…  I am

But my ribs meet each other
The lack of space is a sign

All is well

Sorry for the pain
Sorry for the …. Far

now